International edition
18 Days After
A psychological story about love, loss, devotion, friendship,
and the courage to start again.
She rebuilt herself from loss, choosing cynicism over hope and distance over love. For eight years, it worked.
Until one night changed everything and forced her to face the woman she used to be.
One night to change. Eighteen days to remember how to love and dare to live whole again
In readers’ words
The story
Eight years ago, Nikita’s life was shattered in a single night.
What followed wasn’t healing — it was survival.
Violence stole her safety.
Grief stole her softness.
And in the ruins, she did the only thing she knew how to do: she rebuilt herself into someone unbreakable.
She was strong. Extroverted. Fearless. Impassioned.
She became sharp. Controlled. Cynical. Empty.
A woman who doesn’t trust love anymore, lets no one get too close, and refuses to feel anything she can’t control — or easily walk away from.
Her world is different but steady — held together by the fierce, loyal friends who carried her through the worst and refused to let her disappear into her own darkness.
They are her family. Her certainty. Her proof that love exists in many forms. And these are the only forms she needs.
Then he enters her life with a persistence that unsettles her. She wasn’t prepared.
He challenges her distance, her rules, her careful stillness.
He sees what she’s worked so hard to hide and refuses to be pushed back into the shadows she lives behind. Steady. Patient. Infuriatingly unafraid of her walls.
A presence she tries to ignore, but can’t.
Now, as the past she buried stirs beneath the surface and the fear she’s mastered for eight long years begins to tremble, Nikita faces the one truth she never let herself name: that letting herself feel again might be the most terrifying risk of all.
Because what happens when the life she built to survive is no longer big enough to let her truly live?
And when the moment comes… will she dare to choose more than survival?
Trigger Warnings
Some stories bring storms and thunder. Before you live it, know that it touches on themes of trauma, abuse, loss, and psychological distress.
You will laugh — but you may also cry.
Please read gently; your well-being always comes first.
This book includes references to:
– Parental loss
– Domestic violence
– Sexual abuse and rape
– Mental breakdown
– Pregnancy loss
– Intense grief and bereavement
– Suicide attempt
– PTSD symptoms, nightmares, and flashbacks
– Mental health struggles
Reader discretion is advised. Take care of your heart.
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